What Is My Channeling Process?

I've been trying to figure out how to write this for a while. Not because I don't know what this is, because I do, more clearly than I've known most things, but because the words that fit it aren't the ones that come easily. Art is true but incomplete. Spiritual practice points in the right direction but sounds like something with candles and a schedule. What happens here is harder to hold in language, which is probably why it comes out through my hands instead.

It feels like I am enabling things to arrive. Stones bearing symbols drawn through automatic process. Large painted wood panels with figures I didn't plan. Objects that carry something I can't fully account for and don't try to.

I work at the threshold: between states, between seen and unseen, between the image that exists and the one that wants to. That liminal space isn't a metaphor for me. It's where I actually live, creatively and otherwise.

The figures come through meditation and through my hand directly. I use a personal alphabet as a kind of initiation signal. They are not decoration, not branding, but a genuine opening. The marks that follow aren't mine to direct. I notice them, I document them, I bring them into form. Some of them become relics: sealed stones, shells, and wood bearing channeled symbols, each one distinct. Some become large-format panels. Some are still arriving.

I started this practice because I couldn't not. The work wasn't something I decided to make. It was something I kept receiving, and at some point it felt dishonest not to treat it as real.

Videre mutat: watching changes you. That's the anchor phrase here, and I mean it literally.

These objects are not passive. They were made in correspondence with something, and they continue that correspondence when they're in the world. A few people who've encountered the relics have felt that immediately and strongly. Others will feel it more quietly. Some won't, and that's fine too. The work doesn't need to perform itself.

What I'm doing here is offering the objects to whoever they're for. I'm not trying to convince you of anything. I'm just leaving the door open.

If something in here resonates, you're probably already in the right place.

— House of the Ember Moon
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